Abdominal Wall Reconstruction Day
Sooner than I had expected, but that’s how things go sometimes, don’t they. I thought I had considerably more weight to lose, but my surgeons are thrilled with what I’ve done so far. Trying to organize my life to make sure all my responsibilities are covered while I’m out of commission has kept me busy enough that I haven’t spent too much time obsessing about the actual surgery part, which is probably for the best.
I’m hoping to get some writing time in during recovery, but from experience I know when I don’t feel well, my brain doesn’t flow all that well either. So we’ll see and hope for the best.
Wish me luck!
So the weight loss is going better than expected. I’m down about 15 pounds from May 1st, which puts me on track to be down 25 pounds by mid July. I’m a little worried about muscle loss since I am so limited on what exercises I can do, but I’m putting that into the ‘things I cannot change’ category and trying not to let the stress of it get to me too much. I am walking a lot, and I enjoy that.
For those interested, I use the Sparkpeople app to track my food and exercise. I think you have to go into the full site to get your goals set up to see the recommended calories a day, etc. but after that I recommend the app instead. The full site is crazy ad heavy so it loads super slow and is generally a pain. But it’s all free, so it has that going for it.
Just a couple days ago I hit 190 on the scale, and got very excited that I only have 10 pounds to go! Whoo! Then I thought things through a little further and realized that my reward for losing these last 10 pounds will be getting a horrible surgery that I don’t especially want to have, and in that light it is a whole lot less exciting. The flip side is that I don’t want to stay the way I am either, as both hernias seem to be causing me more pain and discomfort as time goes along. So surgery it is. Dammit.